This is Heather

Baby Coming Soon!

So from the last time....My Sister never came and got my Dad out.He is still in the Nursing Home. where I plan On letting him Stay.I was told by the cops if he leaves the nursing home for any reason then he is well enough to do his time he has 2 felony's from what happened.1. 3ed DWI and the 2. Is attempted Vehicular suicide.And that is a min 3yrs in prison.If he gets locked up then he loses his ssi that I worked so hard to get him and his medical.So Its best if he stays.So there for if he stays then this house is ours and if he goes to jail then this house is still ours so no moving thankfully.So Jay is planing on building on soon and hope to have it done by the holidays this year. a bigger living room with a master bedroom and a extra room that will be Heathers.OK did I just confuse you the Master will be mine and yes I'm Heather but there is 2 Heathers in the home now ha ha. She is a Great Kid she just turned 16Th and is like family her mom just don't have alot of time to be a mom and Heather asked her mother to sign her over to us so on Wed we went and filed the papers shes ours.So as of right now I have 7 kids 16,7,5,4,3,twins almost 2 and yes lets not forget the Lil man Nicholes that will be here is 5 more weeks. Truthful I'm getting really scared about another c-sec and being down for at least 2 months and Jay having to deal with everything and will it get done like I would do it I'm the PTO leader and a mom and I have to take care of my mom who wont get out of her wheel chair now without me lifting her.And having to go daily to the nursing home to take care of my dad who is upset and wants out but don't want to go to jail so has to stay and daily I have to explain why cause he don't remember the past day.I love my husband and my kids but I just don't see them doing so well with out me being able to do it.I cant even go shopping without someone calling me and telling me they need me home asap to deal with something.So I'm getting very scared.If it comes down to it will I try to do it myself and end up hurt?Well I'm done bitching/filling you all in

Love ya Me

Stressed Out

Sense the last time a lot has happened I found out I'm prego. With a Lil boy due to come out march 19th by c-sec.My Dad as we will call him had a horrible motor cycle accident in Sept. and will with my mom having ms and is in a wheel chair. she pretty much lost her will to live. dont really understand that but that's what happen. it was his own fault he was drinking and going 127mph no helmet he is lucky to be alive.it was unsure if he would make it for awhile. so I did what I thought I should do and called his daughters Meg and Anna. Didn't seem to bug Meg to much she didn't even come to see him.Anna Came the every nexted day what was thought to be a caring daughter soon turned out to be a fight to keep him on life support. and to keep all his things in one peace yes she came and not even dead was picking at his bones.Cops were called and I had a fight of course if you know me at all you know I won. I've kept his car,truck clothes and computer and music stuff and all that is his prized stuff safe.I've paid out of my pocket even to pay his car payment and insurance and small bills and sense Nov he has been in the Pecos nursing home. were I have did all the paper work to move him from one place to another just to get him better and some doctors say if I hadn't he might not be here today.Ive taken him smokes and anything he needs sense he has been out of it. I even done all his paper work to get him ssi so his medical bills and stuff will be paid for. and he wont beable to work again so he will have some money to make it when he comes out.Oh you prob want to know that he is very well now he is walking and talking almost normal he has dementia and Allister's. but other then that he is fine. And he will be out of the nursing home in Feb.Last week on new years eve I went to see him and take him a 20 dollars and smokes. He ends up telling me that he wants me to pay for his car. and not use it anymore I was almost blowed away and he cont with when he gets out he wants me and the kids the hell out of his home. and things back to just him and my mom. I'm thinking damn after everything I've done his he shitting me! Well that is what he wants he said he is forgiving his daughter Meg for not coming and he is going to forgive Anna for for everything she did. BTW did I tell you she went to the hospital when he was still out of it and got his wallet from him that had $640.00 in cash and all his credit cards that total $6000.00 and its all gone.She used it to get married.But some how this is all been turned to Ive done something wrong I'm the bad one.I don't understand.My Uncle Toot Said today that I shouldn't worry about it he will make him change his mind.But I Feel like why I'm already hurt that it was even said to start with.A part of me don't want to move from Pecos cause I'm really tired of moving and I know the kids r too we just want a house to stay and make a home it to be our home you know.But the other part is just so tired of all the BS around this place that I want to pick up and go far far from here.I don't know you guys tell me what would you do?Really need you guys on this! Love ya Me